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A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 8:03 pm
by Applejack
Well, it has come to this time of year again. It is October 19th, and now the second year anniversary of my Girlfriend, Kaityln's death. It is all so vivid and fresh in my mind. The smell of the oil, the breeze, and the weight of her in my arms as she passed. If I'm not in the best of spirits today, I can hope that you all understand. I may snap, but its not me. It is me, but its not.

Well, it was about 9:24 pm. We were in a car ride home. There was a drunk driver, and we swerved so we wouldent hit it. Our car hit a stop sign. The post went through the 'shield and hit her square in the chest. Went THROUGH her chest. She died 20 minutes later in my arms. I'm the only one alive from the accident. Her an her father are dead.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 8:57 pm
by KingKivuli
i am sorry for your loss nukakun, i hope in time your emotional wound will heal, until then were are here for you if you need it

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:13 pm
by Applejack
Thank you for the concern, KK. Its good to know someone cares about me out there. I felt that I could mention it here for that purpose.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:17 pm
by SnowyCheetah
D: That's sad :c what happened? If of course you feel ok talking about it.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:25 pm
by Applejack
Well, it was about 9:24 pm. We were in a car ride home. There was a drunk driver, and we swerved so we wouldent hit it. Our car hit a stop sign. The post went through the 'shield and hit her square in the chest. Went THROUGH her chest. She died 20 minutes later in my arms. I'm the only one alive from the accident. Her an her father are dead.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:33 pm
by CheetahCat
Sorry to hear for your loss Nuka. :(

I sincerely hope you'll feel well throughout the day.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:36 pm
by Yumacub
I'm so sorry for your loss, :( She will always be there you know, guiding you safely along. :innocent:

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PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:40 pm
by Applejack
Many thanks to all of my fellow lions and lioness' out there that have shown support to me. Although she is gone, I know she's here. I, being a Christian, do believe that she is in heaven now, and for two years has influenced me. But, I think she would be disappointed with some of my poor decisions such as becoming Emotionally Depressed half of the time. I stopped the cutting last year, which is a large step. I hope to overcome this eventually, and I already have many friends to help me.

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:43 pm
by LadyAislinn
Aww I'm so sorry buddy. If you need someone to vent to just get ahold of me. :)

Re: A Time of Mourning.

PostPosted: October 19th, 2009, 9:44 pm
by Panda-chan
[quote="NukaKun"]Thank you for the concern, KK. Its good to know someone cares about me out there. I felt that I could mention it here for that purpose.[/quote]
Of course we all care about you NukaKun. I'm really sorry for your loss. Your girlfriend's death was really tragic and she's definitely in a much better place now. :(