Page 1 of 1

Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 2:30 pm
by Rarity
I'm getting really ill with depression more than lately. I feel my personaility is changing for the worse and I just don't have the motivation to post anything of use lately. I have been doing so many things against my principals now. From alcohols to depressant overdoes. I don't even know who and what kind of person I am anymore but I know one thing, I'm no longer an aggressor and I don't intend to let that happen. If it must be for me to abandon my dreams so that I can live clean and pure then I will. If it means purging the pain in my heart from my sufferring a will. I can't sleep even after 4 sleeping pills, I know there is something wrong with me. And I', broken very so broken in my mind and heart. I must close whatever I'm doing here and this damn internet.
Seeya this lioness is going rogue for now but not forever
~lynx
edit:I hope I make up to you Natalie

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 2:51 pm
by KopsTheTerminator
I'm sorry that it came into this.. I think you're a great person. Good luck in life and feel better soon.

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 2:54 pm
by TheRoguePrince
Fair thee well Lynx. I hope to see you when you have made it through this. :sad:

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 4:04 pm
by AdAstrα
I'm sorry to hear about that. Having suffered from depression myself, I can somewhat relate to this situation. It's not a pleasant thing to have to deal with =( I hope you feel better soon! Good luck with everything.

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 6:16 pm
by Whitelionesseyes
I know what it feels like and I'm so sorry. I hope you can overcome this situation and get the happiness that we all deserve...

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 10:50 pm
by Rarity
thank you everyone, I'm glad I have your support...

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 14th, 2011, 11:48 pm
by Wrightfan
Get better man. You're still young enough to change and be successful. Remember that.

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 15th, 2011, 2:44 am
by Mike
I'm sorry you're going torugh a rough patch :( I hope taking the time will help you through it.

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 15th, 2011, 4:01 am
by StarlightLioness
So sorry you are going through a rough time. My husband also suffers from depression. It's not an easy thing. Please, I hope you take the time to speak with a doctor about your feelings and seek out medication if need be. Please feel better.

Re: Time is rapidly changing my life....

PostPosted: April 15th, 2011, 9:32 am
by Rarity
if I had money I might have went to them but sadly no, I need this time to recover myself.
Gonna shut everything off now lioness lynx out....