So this is a definite vent-art piece in more ways than I could ever possibility explain. Heavily around family matters and things of that nature. Loss, possible loss, not knowing what could come next. It's very hard.
So this picture is me venting out my emotions. There is more symbolism in this piece than I know of. It's expressing joy, sadness, clarity, unseen events, tragedy, great up-lift, guilt, fear, love... I chose to use my character Herne, since he's supposedly got experience of this road, and he has to cope with it himself. Guess I'm getting a taste of what he feels himself. It's nothing gratifying, with the loss of family lingering above your head, or the direct possibility. I'm prayin for her to get better. Would definitely appreciate prayers for her. She needs them.
And on this topic, I would also like to tribute this image to any and all with family hardships they are working through.
Yeah, I tend to draw those types of backgrounds/environments when I'm really feeling in the gutter. They certainly help me have a better mood. Take a dark blank slate, and then fill that with many little lights. Light always overpowers the dark, could be why I draw it when in a hard shipped state...
My mom had to have a minor surgery today, so that's really worrying to me, so I may some more all-nighter art tonight, since it really helps with coping it. *really at a loss of words, havin family in the hospital, and a heart-attack being what's behind it is heart-wrenching*