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I hope you feel better.
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[quote="Julie Skywalker"][quote="The Spirit of Life"]Now I'm feeling worse than I ever have in my entire life. I had a tumultuous breakup with my (now) ex about 2 months ago, after which we reconciled a day later. Fast forward to today, and I find out that she's been seeing someone else behind my back for the past month. Wow. I've never felt so crappy in my entire life. We mutually agree to split, and go our separate ways. She just hurt me so bad, so why am I upset over this? This is a person who hurt me in such a terrible way, after 3 and a half years together. We were supposed to be in love, but she hit me with the ultimate betrayal. Shouldn't I be happy to be rid of such a selfish person? But happy is the last thing I feel right now, and I don't know if I'll ever be happy again. She was my first everything, and to have the one person I thought I could count on turn around and obliterate my soul like that is just too much to deal with right now. I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust anyone again in a relationship of this nature.
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I felt the same after my first break up about 2 years ago. In time you will (probably) get over it, though I know that seems unlikely from your current point of view. Feel better soon, dude.
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A bit tired and sore (I seem to have slept the wrong way last night...) but otherwise pretty nice, and ready for this day.
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Thank you both for your kind words
I still feel like crap, but I'm perhaps a tiny smidge more optimistic that I may be able to get through this.