^Thank you It is very difficult/hopeless right now, and from my viewpoint there is only one way out. Though it will be 100% final if I choose to do it, which is why it needs so much careful consideration
But I'm so unhappy - I think it is my only option, as things will only get worse in my opinion.
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I'm contemplating life right now, at nearly 2AM.
I hate this so much.