Wearing: I'm about to put on my jammies since it's so late.
Hair: A mess from wallowing in bed and crying for a long time earlier and never brushing it afterwards, lol
Eating:Orange Chicken
Drinking: Coca-Cola Vanilla
Thinking: I need to do school readings and homework all weekend it looks like... well this will be fun.
Feeling: Sick still, and kind of just meek and unsure and not good.
Talking to: Nobody.
Listening to: "Down"- Blink-182
Watching: Nothing.
Loving: Pandora radio, the gf, my new "bed"
Hating: sorta myself, a lot my dad's father, this house, being in america
Wanting: to be happy again, and not to have to have school or work... if I'm stuck here I really wanna stay away from people...
Waiting for: things to improve
Weather: bipolar; sometimes it's clear, and then three seconds later it's coming a flood
Time: 11:08 pm
Hoping: I won't be sick anymore tomorrow
Situation: i want to be with her again, so bad... i don't care where, or how... i just... its making problems and i don't know what to do right now